NOPE NOPE NOPE

Well just heard from the Dr. and its NEGATIVE... the result Im been getting since FOREVER it seem like (well while doing it on my own)  Nope not my month :( unforunately) but I am so heart broken and hubby doesnt even know yet... doesnt get home til later.. Just getting kind of Tired.. ,, I really dont feel like doing all this all over again. ( Im sure I will though) ... Sometimes I feel this is soo unfair... But It not in my control or the Dr. control sooo...... i guess that is that.... VERY BAD DAY! ....