Nobody understands
I don't think anyone in my life understands how much pain I am going through right now. Kim was the love of my life, the light in the darkness, my reason for living, my best and only real friend, not to mention my only lover for the past 20 years. People are like you have to shake it and go on living. I am a shattered man, I may get there but I don't see any real improvement in the near future. Ok enough of th pity party, sorry.
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Garry I understand everything you are feeling! My husband and I were together forty years. This \"new\" life has boggled my mind for sure. You are not having a pity party, you are grieving. At nearly nine months at first I didn\'t think I would make it in the early days. But so far I am here, I often wonder how, but I am. We will make it through this awful journey! Hang in there, hugs and love, Michele
No need to apologize. You are in pain and it\'s OK to express this. And you\'ve come to the right place because we all understand! It\'s something that we\'re all going through. And it sucks big time!!!!!
The adjustment process it overwhelming, but you will get there. Baby steps, baby steps.
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That\'s how I feel Gary,,,a big part of me has left and I sometimes try to find it but I can\'t find it and don\'t know where to look anymoreJust a lot of emptiness.
We all feel your pain it is the worst pain to be in...I have been here for 10 months and when I think the road is getting easier I have a set back...Hold on I think this ride is going to be a long one....We will someday come out of this just not sure when...Hugs to you...Rosanne