Nobody gives a damn
Alone in misery all the time. No one and nothing to look forward too. Oh How I wish I could get over the fear of death. I can't endure this situation anymore. I feel like I am in pain constantly. There is never a moment of it leaving. No happy times no good things waiting around corners. Just more misery and pain to add to the already overwhelming and never ending misery and pain that is my entire life. I wish I had the courage to just kill myself.
I am so alone. So unwanted and a throw away. No one wants to have anything to do with me. My life is unbearably painful. Maybe I should start drinking or doing drugs. At least while high I could experience some small moments of peace and happiness. I experience none of that now. I am alone. I have always been alone and will always be alone. No one wants to be bothered with me. I hate myself.
I am so alone. So unwanted and a throw away. No one wants to have anything to do with me. My life is unbearably painful. Maybe I should start drinking or doing drugs. At least while high I could experience some small moments of peace and happiness. I experience none of that now. I am alone. I have always been alone and will always be alone. No one wants to be bothered with me. I hate myself.
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:( I know what you mean I used to fluctuate between wanting to die and being afraid someone was going to kill me. I have had several issues with people at a club and I have to reorganize my social life what is left of it anyway. I seriously am happy that you are starting this youtube channel I think you are going to reach a lot of needy people! You are special HUGS!
You are not alone in feeling how you said you felt about dying. I beg God all the time...for as long as I can remember, to please take me home. I don\'t feel like I belong here. How are you doing now? I see this is an old post. Wondering if things are different now, and if so how did you grow through this? Hugs and best wishes from another person with PTSD from abuse, rape, and an overall suckfull life. I hope you found some happiness.