No where to go!

Dear Friends,
Hi.  I found out some bad news about my health.  I am estranged from youngest daughter Clarissa.  Now I am estranged from my older Daughter (Amanda)
I must be out of this (horrible) apartment in one month.  I am afraid of the test
result but Amanda said she'd go.  But what if she does not go.. I have to have some one to drive me home?  I have never felt like there are many burdens I am carrying
on my back!!  I am bleeding somewhere inside and they will find out after all
the tests.  What do I do?  I just don't have the slightest idea where to begin.
Do you?
Thanks for reading it.  Blessings to all of you.