no symptoms

Well the last couple days I havent really had any symptoms to make me think I'm pregnant. Last night I didnt have a little bit very faint pink on the TP which could be implantation bleeding. Which I guess could be a good sign. Since my period doesnt start for another 6 days. I might be looking to hard. I wish I could just put it all in the back of my head till I'm like 6 months pregnant. That would be nice. But since I've had so many miscarriages and my periods are pretty much right one track its hard for me to over look that. Plus being high risk they have to see me right away. But its wishful thinking that I could just wake up one day and realize Im 6 months pregnant. Well keep your fingers crossed for me. Im not giving up yet just because I dont have any symptoms. My boobs have gotten fuller and darker so thats good also. I'll stop rambling talk to you guys Monday. HUGS MONICA