No point in living
Sometimes I feel my life is just working in order to make money, and make money to sustain my life only to keep working. Lately I just don't see the point anymore. Every day just blends into the next one. A never ending succession of days that will eventually end. Sometimes I feel like life is just something you have to go through and endure.
Replies
there is always a point in living, I know I have struggled with this myself. When I think of life in that way I start to think about things like how my mom called me today to say hello because she was thinking of me. Or how my kids would be sad if I didn't exist anymore. Or how my boyfriend reminds me every day that he is there even tho life is tough and he has to be far far away dealing with my emotional state through long distance. But if you open your eyes you are bound to find that something similar that makes it all worth living for. Even if it turns out just to be watching that seed blossom into a plant/ flower. the motivation to water the plant each day because it needs you more than you need it. But if its a vegetable you give it nurture and it will give you nurture in return by providing you with food. I am not sure if I make any sense as I write as I go, but I am trying my best to explain even tho this world is filled with crap, we can still make good of it through all the rubbish. Even if its not out there, but in the DS world where we open up to others.
That's the problem. I got no kids, live by myself and I'm thousands of miles away from home.
I live 2 provinces away from my family because I was in the army and made a life over here, which means I see my family 2 times a year. My boyfriend is currently away on the other side of the world for 6 months, and I am stuck in a town where I know absolutely no one.. It is stressful when the reason you stay out here is for the relationship you build but then they are also gone from the town I am stuck with while my family is elsewhere. I had a complete breakdown and wanted to move back home because I wasnt going to see him anyway for 6 months but ended up sticking it out in this small crappy town... I still tho anti social have found something that keeps me going.. so no matter how far away family is you can make it work. Right now your talking to complete strangers online. Family can also be connected to through online. Thats how i kept in contact with my cousins in California for so many years. It may not be the greatest method of communication, but it is for sure advanced since the years of pen pals, and having to communicate through letters sent back and forth by mail. Kids get me through it, but it doesn't mean you hve to have kids to get through it. A fish can even help.. BUT in my situation that one didn't go over well as my fish Edgar died after I got really attached to him a Chinese fighter fish, and I broke down crying to my Warrant at work... Not a good idea to do to a tough exterior looking man.. he will think your joking when in fact that was my actual mental state over the fish.. I have been following the story of a cow called Harveigh on facebook, and this week the poor cow passed away.. i had only followed the story for a few weeks, but it touched me, I cried about it.. But I connect with those types of things. I visit my animal shelter a few times every week, Animals are a big strength in helping people cope, and I suggest surrounding yourself by them as much as you possibly can because they too need you.
Hahaha, I always wanted to have a potbelly pig. Animals are cute, I should think about that.
You say that but its funny to me because i use to have a pet pig! I was 5 years old, no we didnt live on a farm, but his name was choo choo, and i loved the little oig until my mom told me he was sent away to the not so nice place one day.. ive had lots of animals in my childhood days, cats, dogs, fish, lizzards, my uncle wanted to buy me a monkey but the laws were too strict. Im kinda happy he didnt... my friends have snakes i like them just not spiders. Animals really are cute, and unlike people yiu can talk to them and its like they listen, if not they lick your face and it cheers you up! Or... the bark and hump your leg but thats ususlly the small dogs.. i am terrified of small dogs i dont know what their obsession eith my leg is.....