No more life lessons, please

I'm so tired.  I feel like I've been feeling a little lost and trying to figure things out since I was five.  I'm tired.  Looking back on my life's events, some my choice, some not, I had a healthy approach and chalked it all up to lessons learned and making me who I am.  I'm done.  I'm not saying there's not more left to learn, and that I'm done growing.  But I'm done with the big hard lessons.  Please, God.  No more.  Please.