No More Excuses!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've been pulling. A lot. No new bald spots, but at the rate I've been going, there soon will be. I am ashamed. I tell myself and my parents that i want to stop, so badly, and I do. I just feel like I must keep pulling. I have been too embarassed, and frankly too ignorant, to come on here and face my problem. I didn't want to have to read through everything I've felt over the past 4 months, and I didn't want to accept that I am doing worse and worse every day. Enough is ENOUGH. I don't want this in my life anymore. A few weeks ago, I was going through a very, very rough time. Since then, I've tried to get rid of all the negativity in my life. Trich is something that is finally going to have to go. I am so done with it. It is literally controling my life, and I can't take it any more. There are no tears this time, only defiancw. I will win. Trich no longer has any power over me. I am in control.
 
On a happier note, I have not pulled a single eyebrow or eyelash. Not one. Friday will be 4 months pull free for those areas, and damn it, it feels good.