No control stop the world I want off

the sound of each breath I take.... With each breath comes a little less control .... I'm a dreamer ..... that no longer sleeps .....empty hollow feelings with a daily dose of guilt ..... 2day I survived ..... What will 2mrow bring .... hold my he'd in shame ....For I am weak ..... lost in the dark ..... I can no longer speak ..... For the words I want to say ......will make u hate me ...... never give up on this war I'm living ..... stop the word I want off  xxx