Nine Months - So Sad

I just had to write this morning....yesterday was the nine month mark.  How is it that you think you are surviving and doing OK and then BAM!  I'm at work right now, but have been crying all night and still....
Rachel, my love, I miss you so very much!  It hurts down to my core!  I want to scream and beg to be with you.  I know somewhere in my heart, you are of course in a better place.  But why did you have to leave.  What is God's plan?  My baby girl, I love you with all my heart.  You will always be part of me and I think of you always.  Be at peace my love.  Mom will hold you once again.....trying to be strong for you.   Hugs and Kisses my "love bug"....MOM
 

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heartsandhands
heartsandhands

Momma love, forever. Rachel is everywhere you go, dear friend, because she is with you.
xo Sarah
CorriesMom
CorriesMom

That seems to be the way with grief ~ going along at least okay and then BAM! Often it is on those landmark dates like birthdays, anniversary dates, holidays and special family occasions. But sometimes it just whacks us out of the blue or from some trigger of which we\'re only dimly consciously aware.

But this I can say ~ it has been almost 15 months since we lost Corrie to a drunk driver and the cycles are becoming less intense. The down times are somewhat easier to bounce back from and the up times are stronger and longer in duration.

And, yes, Rachel is with you forever and everywhere you go to continue loving and cherishing.

Hang in there, dear one.

Sending love and tight hugs ~ Debbie
laudal
laudal

Thank you friends....I really needed to hear this right now. Just being able to journal my feelings and having other moms who understand helps give me strength. And Laurie....I know you will read this later. Thank you for the loving Text Message. Tight Hugs to you all! Laura
NoraMc
NoraMc

I have extra tissues if you need, I cry so much I always have them near. These up and down days get to me too. love , hugs and peace, Nora
biowoman
biowoman

Yeah...you never know when the emotions will hit...we somehow make it through...missing them all the while. Love to you...Karen