Night before the marathon

Well, tomorrow is the big day!  I am nervous, scared, excited, etc..........  I will try to check in tomorrow, but right after the marathon, I have to go to my daughter's soccer final.  They won today to make it to the finals, followed by their soccer banquet.  I am really excited for her as well.  Really really big day tomorrow.  I hope it all goes well.  I went to the "NF team" pasta dinner tonight for the NF team.  It was okay, can't say everyone was all that friendly.  But.....  I am going early tomorrow to start with the team.  At the last marathon, i didn't do any of that stuff, and I really felt like I had missed out on something.  But really, not so much.  I almost felt like I was crashing someone else's party.  There were a couple of other peeps there who actually have NF, but I don't know.  Most people were there for one little girl.  They were all her family and friends and neighbors.  Which was fine I guess.  But oh, well.  I know I am just being silly.  There was one other man who had tumors on his face like I do, actually he had it much worse than me.  And one woman was in a wheelchair.  I am just so tired of having NF.  I am starting the "homeopathic drug trial" that was talked about in the dicussion board on Monday.  I didnt' want to start before the marathon, cause I read one of the possible side effects is diareah.  Didn't want to find that out around mile 23 or something. lol.  I showed it to my doctor on Friday at my appt and he said nothing in it would kill me.  So, I guess here we go!