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Well, Rick thankfully, is feeling much better and the pain is well and truly gone.  He's back at work and his social life is back in full swing. Yayyy, Dale got the job!!!!  So far so good, keeping my fingers crossed it stays that way. I missed out on the job I went for, darn it.  There isn't much else going down here at the moment, so I'm looking at trying my own business.  Just worried I'll procrastinate about it too long.  I'm sick to death of myself at the moment - need to be working, want to be working. Had ultrasound on my right shoulder today, left shoulder next Monday.  The sonographer said he couldn't see any problems with it, which I was pretty sure of anyway.  I'm pissed off at my new doctor.  She wrote a certificate and said my conditions were temporary, wtf?  I know she and I are new, but friggin hell - this has been going on for 6 years, so now I have to go back and get it re-done - if only I'd read it while I was in hte rooms with her. I'm coming off Efexor at the moment, so I'm a little bit gaga from time to time.  And while I'm not "down" in mood, I'm not "good" but I know it's just the changes while I'm withdrawing.  I'll be glad when the brain zaps stop.   My house is a pig sty at the moment, there are so many things I want to get down, and I can barely get out of my own way - I hate feeling like this. I guess this is more of a rant journal than a standard journal - just feeling blah tonight, so any poor sucker who reads this - sorry......I guess I'm pissed off at myself too cos I've been trying to be good, diet wise, and fallen in a heap