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Well, Rick thankfully, is feeling much better and the pain is well and truly gone. He's back at work and his social life is back in full swing. Yayyy, Dale got the job!!!! So far so good, keeping my fingers crossed it stays that way. I missed out on the job I went for, darn it. There isn't much else going down here at the moment, so I'm looking at trying my own business. Just worried I'll procrastinate about it too long. I'm sick to death of myself at the moment - need to be working, want to be working. Had ultrasound on my right shoulder today, left shoulder next Monday. The sonographer said he couldn't see any problems with it, which I was pretty sure of anyway. I'm pissed off at my new doctor. She wrote a certificate and said my conditions were temporary, wtf? I know she and I are new, but friggin hell - this has been going on for 6 years, so now I have to go back and get it re-done - if only I'd read it while I was in hte rooms with her. I'm coming off Efexor at the moment, so I'm a little bit gaga from time to time. And while I'm not "down" in mood, I'm not "good" but I know it's just the changes while I'm withdrawing. I'll be glad when the brain zaps stop. My house is a pig sty at the moment, there are so many things I want to get down, and I can barely get out of my own way - I hate feeling like this. I guess this is more of a rant journal than a standard journal - just feeling blah tonight, so any poor sucker who reads this - sorry......I guess I'm pissed off at myself too cos I've been trying to be good, diet wise, and fallen in a heap
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lol when I was on effexor that is how i felt - no energy for anything at all - just layed around watching tv - disgusting - I put on 20 pounds in about 2 or 3 months - VERY disgusting there.
I am glad to hear about your sons. Just get started on your business and once you start it it will take off on it\'s own
lol my house is a dump too. well, actually just the living room is a dump. Matt has kept the rest of the house pretty clean. i keep saying i\'m gonna clean it up but then i have to go somewhere and when i get home, i\'m so friggin tired, i have to lay down for several hrs.
you don\'t have to apologize for ranting, no one can blame you lol. effexor is some hard stuff to get of. i remember my 1st few months on it i had the brain zaps. take it easy on your self and don\'t be so pissed off at your self, lady! once you get over the effexor, you can then try to get your diet straight. best of luck and take care!
Thanks you two - you\'re the best! It\'s nice to have friends who give you a boost when you\'re feeling flat, and don\'t tell you to get off your ass, or you\'re being lazy - the advantage of people who understand :) xoxo
I\'m so sorry I haven\'t been there for you Deb! I\'ve been a shit friend :(. *hug*.
I\'m afraid I haven\'t got any great advice for you today, cause I feel exactly the same as you do. Once you start on the business your motivation should increase shouldn\'t it? Maybe just start with 30 minutes a day dedication to getting the website up and running properly and doing some marketing. The feeling of not being able to get out of your own way sounds very familiar too. What the hell can we do about it? I\'ve really got no idea. Glad to hear that Dale got his job and Rick is feeling better.