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Well today has been a better day. I went and got my hair chopped off. It was to the middle of my back and now it is REALLY short. I figured with surgery being so close it is a great time. A complete and new me. I won't be seeing my therapis until the 2nd week of January and it is scaring me. I usually have my psychiatrist to back up when my therapist is gone but he is also out and for 3 months. I just get scared when I have no one to fall too when I am down or in need of release. I fear my anger will get to me. I do have to put the light in my tunnel of darkness and that is always my daughter. She is my everything and I can't wait to spend the evening just relaxing and watching a movie and cuddling. I love that time with her.