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So on Thursday is our first ever track meet! I am so fucking nervous because i got told that im am running the 3200(2 miles) and the 1600(1 mile)
I am not ready for that! I am so fucking nervous.
After track practice I went straight to my brothers baseball game. They lost by one point. I saw Matthew and we made eye contact multiple times. Thats the first time since the break up. I miss him and I shouldnt.
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Good luck!!! Your gonna do great. It's normal to be nervous.
You saw Mathew.
I would of flipped him off. Lol
I'm sorry you miss him. But he messed up a good thing.
Hugs and Love. Xoxo
I actually did flip him off but he didnt see me. The funny thing is... the assistant coach heard me and my friends talking abt him and he was like "Matthew is a pig, you never should have dated him". This coach is a teacher! Haha he gets it tho. Matthew walked out of the dugout and thats when I flipped him off after he had passed me. The teacher watched me to it. I put both middle fingers up and said "fuck you man whore" and the teacher laughed at me. I am proud of myself lmao
Ngl me being mean to him is my way of trying not to miss him and none of my friends know that I miss him. I have just been being mean hoping it will make me feel better... it does in the moment but I still love him and I hate what he did to me but I cant not love or miss him. Im trying to get over him. He is already flirting with other girls around school but im not surprised because he cheated anyways.
Lmao. Glad you gave him both middle fingers. That's funny about the teacher too. He knows Matthew to well.
I would be mean too. He deserves it. It's hard to stop loving someone even when they did you wrong. But your way better off without him. You don't need or want a cheater in your life. You deserve to be treated like a queen. And one day you will find your king.
Love you girl. Xoxo
I hope so. I want to have that dream country life! Livin out on some huge land with a farm house and horses, cows! Ugh i want it! With 2 kids!!!
Sounds nice.
Lots of land.
Boy and a girl?
Yes, or both boys. Thats just want I want but it may not happen so
Time will tell.<3