new years eve 2015 thursday

my mother gets on my nerves. she is too much in my personal space. I don't like calling her much and I feel guilty not calling her but she keeps pushing my buttons. she gossips, like a woman, too much for me. she is chatty. i'm not a chatty person. i'm an introvert and she is an extrovert. I try to ask her to tone it down with me. she doesn't want to listen b/c everything has to be her way. my mother is more controlling than supportive. she seems to always compete against me. 
i'm at the café by ga tech. I feel good/relax today. I've been off a few days b/c of the holiday and lazy. I feel a little guilty that I did nothing yesterday, just look at cnn all day.