new years day.

Well all kids stayed up till midnight. We watched 2 movies then watched ball drop. We then at midnight had cupcakes and  sparkling grape juice. I stayed up till like 1am. Then woke before 6am....lovely. all kids slept in. 
I have to say this is most blank or numb I have ever felt on new years day. We have mostly hung around house. We just back from grocery store....needed a few things. I am making chili for dinner. 
Oddly kids dad has texted once at 1am but he had already spoke to kids. Then again when I was at store. I just feel broken. I don't want to go to work tomorrow at all. But at least it's friday then off 2 days.