New Year New Start

It's been a while since I have written anything and I have a few minutes so I thought I would. I have had a few bad years and this one has proven to be the worst. I havn't worked enough hours to even collect employment insurance. It has been tough, feeling like I have not made hardly any contribution to my family and I have been completely useless and good for absolutely nothing. Even my sex drive has got up  and left. Not sure how much further there is to go down but I think I'm low enough. I ended up having a great Christmas, my wife and I are getting along again and I have a welding test coming up on Jan. 22 for a very good job so things are already looking up. 2009 is going to be my year. I am going to pass this welding test and I will be worthwhile again. I am going to continue getting along good with my wife and my life is about to become very good again. I have been feeling very good for a while now and I am focussing on life and living it. Good bye to yesterday, it is gone. Right now is very good and tomorrow is going to bring the new and exciting. I very seldm think about booze any more so I guess that part of my life is over not that I will ever let my gaurd down cause I won't. So here's to a brand new year and a brand new chapter of my life, this one is going to bring me happiness and prosperity and life will be good once again. Happy New Year to all.