New year

So I got thru Christmas...after the funeral, and whirlwind trip to Puerto Rico..my eldest daughter moved to Florida....all the kids and grandkids are away...so New year's...I went to Bushnell park, for 1st night...something my husband and I used to do. I rode the carousel, and saw the fireworks...something we always enjoyed...and I cried some. I miss him so much. I'm trying to keep putting one foot in front of the other, keep doing the next right thing...but I'm not sleeping well.