New Week already

This morning I woke up with a slight aching head but nothing compared to what it was-it just felt like I was recovering from a bumped head and was more sore than anything.  I am going to eat on a regular basis and really watch what I'm eating and try not to get too stressed out.  Yesterday I has a talk with Joe- told him to start putting the money and energy he spends on getting a good buzz towards his future success instead.  He promised me he would not drink and drive although the jury is out on that.  

He has talking to a woman friend in Key West and I know how this plays out-he's chomping at the bits to get to Key West and doesn't realize I won't go with him if he goes.  I told him if he needs to take a trip to just go.   I need stability.  He is the poster child for instability.  I know, it's the pot calling the kettle black cause I'm not stable either-but I do keep my bills paid and he doesn't.  Not passing judgement-it is what it is.  

I went to Cracker Barrel last night- I was in the mood for some home cooking-even had the blackberry cobbler.  I wasn't fazed by Mother's Day-I have taken those holidays and used them to be good to myself.  I can't control what my ungrateful adult daughter does and refuse to get upset about it anymore.  I even bought myself a new dress.  

I'm getting stronger.