New week....

Here is to a new and wonderful week!  The roof is shingled, now we just need to install the ridge vent.  Some how my pool got a hole in it and went half way down.  So I need to find the hole and patch it.  I was in it yesterday and wore my self out swimming.  Then I said - Hey the water is finally a great temp and this is great exercise.  Then the hole.  But I am not letting myslef get down on this one.  Going to change this bad luck once and for all!I had 4 hours of sleep.  So, I am willing to bet a nap is in my future today.  I will be getting dressed soon and dropping off my prescriptions to be filled.  Then I will find that hole and patch it!I find myself trying to control things in myself and my life.  I think i feel that I have no control anymore.  So this week I am trying to open up and let things flow.  Since my daughter left on the 5th I have noticed I am much calmer.  My friend told me I look so much more calm and I am smiling.  I love my daughter very much, but she steals from me and has raging fits on a daily basis.  My doctors have told me for years I needed peace around me.  My blood pressure was high and now its back to normal.  I am coming across more and more things she stole before she left though.  My digital compass, a bunch of my tools (not one wrench we left for me) and several other items.  For about 4 years now my children have stolen from me.  It is very hard to live a happy life when you walk on eggshells around someone and wonder what they will do next to you.  So, yes, I am calmer.I have 2 appointments this week.  I tend to get a bit uptight when I have appointments.  That is because I try to live each day without the restraints of time (helps you feel happier) and when I have appointments I get the restrained feeling.  I put the reminder in my phone so I do not have to think about the time, but just knowing I have an appointment puts a damper on my peace...LOL!