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I lost my wife of over 20 years this week.
Am feeling a lot of pain and loss.
I have 3 boys ages 16, 12 and 11.  They do not understand.  Neither do I.
 
The hardest part so far has been realizing that I want to talk to someone about the things in my life.  But my wife is not there to talk to.   This is leaving a huge hole in my heart.
I am not sure what my goal is in joining Daily Strength.  I guess I am hoping to talk to other people who have been through the same things as I am feeling.