New Update

Well I haven't updated this in awhile because I haven't had anything to really update. I had been just talking to her every day, less and less. She kept telling me not to worry and that every thing would be ok, she even once said to just sit back and relax, but just a few days later, she tells me that she and this other guy are now dating. At first I didn't cry, in fact I didn't know how to feel. But when I started taking down her pictures from my wall I started to cry. I don't feel as if a weight was lifted off my shoulders, I just feel terrible.
I will update this again once I realize how I truly feel, but at this point I just feel like crap. Not sad, not angry, definitely not happy, just crap. I guess its time that I need to get over her.