New Thoughts

Saturday Sept 1, 2012   7:43am
I am thankful that I still have my internet.  Maybe they are giving me extra time to pay my bill since I have been complaing.  My phone company is going to lose my business after I pay this bill.  I hope that they do not increase what owe for more than $398 cause I may never get it paid off. 
 I am not sure why I opened up this journal saying that when I should be thankful for so much and I am.  I got up around 7am.  I am working on gratefulness.  It is not easy when life is so boring, without purpose. I always feel as if I am just existing. 
  Last night, Kelvin kept sending me texts.  It was a little disturbing.  I wish he would just leave me alone so I can live my life in peace.