New Therapy

So I started therapy... I don't really know how to feel about it. My mom says "she's been trying to get me one for a while." It sure is funny how one call got me one after we had a knock-out drag out. She only wants stuff done when it affects her pretty much. I just wish my family would keep treating me like I'm some burden. You would think since my dad has died, she would treat me differently. She just treats me like I'm a nobody. I want to feel like I'm worth something.