new surgery date Dec 16, 2009

Well I am approved have my surgery, due to my work schedule and previous surgeries over the last year and a half  I have postponed it to december 16 when they will do my pouch!  the doctors do not work in june when I am off for 3 weeks so delayed it to the next 3 weeks off in December. I am anxious I need help moral support - have to get my head/mindset right again I was sooooo prepared in June 2008 when I had my surgery originally then was devestated when it didn't work out   So here I am trying againneed all the love and suppport I can get where the Prep is mj