New start
Feeling much better today, although I drank again last night. Tonight I won't. I'm not planning to, like I was the last 2 days. I figure there is no use. I'll only feel like shit, I'll only have regret, and forget things my kids say to me. What's the point? So, for this moment, this day, I will be sober. I'm looking forward to my meeting on Wednesday. Today is a new day, and I will be sober.
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Anned22. You have a disease. All the good intentions in the world will not cure your disease. Abstinence and a new way of thinking and living are your only defence. Try not to limit your solution to Wednesdays. AA has a solution and they will be there for you seven days a week.
Like Greg said ... Put as much energy and action into your Program of Sobriety as you did drinking and \"thinking\" about drinking ... and you will be well on your way. Make the Decision. Go to as many meetings as you possibly can and immerse yourself in a new and better way of coping with life. Learn, absorb, be open and willing. I know .... cuz it doesn\'t work doing it halfway.