Had a set back these past two days. Im sure it\'s hormonal. Its been 6 years since my divorce. I am about to be re married in two months. I love this man but I am not \"in love\". I will NEVER be \"in love\" again. and I have so much anger at my ex because I can\'t trust, and my heart is truly broken. I can\'t believe that this person has effected the rest of my life like this. I used to be so optimistic and happy. Now the happy is forced or faked. he has moved on why can\'t I? Probably because he was so mean and rotten and didn\'t show some sensitivity toward me during the divorce. I really hope karma gets him back with a broken heart. I just want to be happy again, thats all i want. I am even extra good to people, even when they don\'t deserve it. Please God, answer my plea to be happy. I don\'t have to be rich or beautiful. I don\'t need anything but to feel happy again. I don\'t think its too much to ask. I would give 5 yrs off of my life to have the memory of my ex husband erased.
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Had a set back these past two days. Im sure it\'s hormonal. Its been 6 years since my divorce. I am about to be re married in two months. I love this man but I am not \"in love\". I will NEVER be \"in love\" again. and I have so much anger at my ex because I can\'t trust, and my heart is truly broken. I can\'t believe that this person has effected the rest of my life like this. I used to be so optimistic and happy. Now the happy is forced or faked. he has moved on why can\'t I? Probably because he was so mean and rotten and didn\'t show some sensitivity toward me during the divorce. I really hope karma gets him back with a broken heart. I just want to be happy again, thats all i want. I am even extra good to people, even when they don\'t deserve it. Please God, answer my plea to be happy. I don\'t have to be rich or beautiful. I don\'t need anything but to feel happy again. I don\'t think its too much to ask. I would give 5 yrs off of my life to have the memory of my ex husband erased.