New monsters
Right armpit..this one I think may wind up as cellulitis. It's right in the crease of the armpit. I can't lift my arm all the way nor lower it all the way..very painful and annoying as hell as I am right handed.
Also have a brand new monster, right on the panty line almost on my left thigh, and a new monster on the side of my right labia. It always happens that way..either the left side or the right side flares like hell while the other side is either "silent" or may have one small oozy bump.
And so I have to ask for help...which aggravates me almost as much as this disease. I have always been one of those gals "If I can do it myself, I'm gonna til I just can't anymore"..so this is really very irritating for me, as you can guess.
I just hope this one doesn't turn out like the one I had several years back that was between my left breast and left armpit that wound up as large as half a softball. I was so sick, an the docs thought it was cellulitus, but the day I saw the doc, I got my scrips filled, took an antibiotic and pain pill, went home and got in the shower, next thing I know the damn thing was draining like mad..so of course..I kept trying to express all that crap out of it....I hate having to worry whether or not this shit is turning into cellulitus or wondering what the hell it is going to do this time.
I'm sorely pissed at my body, and I swear, IF I were a paranoid lady (and slightly off my rocker), I would swear my body was pissed at me..lol
Also have a brand new monster, right on the panty line almost on my left thigh, and a new monster on the side of my right labia. It always happens that way..either the left side or the right side flares like hell while the other side is either "silent" or may have one small oozy bump.
And so I have to ask for help...which aggravates me almost as much as this disease. I have always been one of those gals "If I can do it myself, I'm gonna til I just can't anymore"..so this is really very irritating for me, as you can guess.
I just hope this one doesn't turn out like the one I had several years back that was between my left breast and left armpit that wound up as large as half a softball. I was so sick, an the docs thought it was cellulitus, but the day I saw the doc, I got my scrips filled, took an antibiotic and pain pill, went home and got in the shower, next thing I know the damn thing was draining like mad..so of course..I kept trying to express all that crap out of it....I hate having to worry whether or not this shit is turning into cellulitus or wondering what the hell it is going to do this time.
I'm sorely pissed at my body, and I swear, IF I were a paranoid lady (and slightly off my rocker), I would swear my body was pissed at me..lol
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You and are sooooo similar! I always just say my body has a vengence. I am not sure what I have done but FML!!! I have missed reading your updates ma\'am. I hope things get better asap. I know this must really suck.
I went in the other day and had to be cut and the Ahole literally said to me \"do you wnat my help or not\" um can I not be in terrible pain and hate that you gave me no pain meds then want to jam a needle in and add more liquid and pressure. so yea im crying \"F YOU BIATCH\" thats what I wanted to say however I whimper alone and crying in terrible pain as they slice me on my vagina with not enough numbing bc I couldnt handle to the pressure. I empathize with you and hope things look up from here! Miss you and love you!
Amber