New meds tomorrow...

Tomorrow's my birthday (July 6th). My 'present' to myself is a visit with the psychologist to try other meds that may combat my depression.   I've always felt apprehensive about meds to alter the human mind or mood so I still have reservations.  I'm in a life or death situation in this battle and I have a 10yr old to think about so I'll set my pride aside for now for my son...