New me

Well, here I am. I have a tainted love that I can't get rid of. That "love" is porn. I watch porn every time I masterbate, which is almost every day. This "love" for porn started when I was young and has escalated for the past 25 years. It has slowly changed my sexuality, in a sense that it exposed me to many different fetishes, and types of sex/porn. In the past 5 years roughly I've gone from a totally straight man to recently realizing that I'm not. I am omni sexual. Which means I would have a physical/sexual relationship with any gender. Mostly women, but now trans women and a man if the opportunity presented itself. I am not attracted to the male body, except for one specific part. 
This has now gotten to the point where my marriage and life are at risk. It bright me to the point of online cheating. I joined this group today after reading a post from Terry Cruze about his addiction and struggle and how he somewhat had the same situation as me. I hope this group will help me to defeat this demon and bring about a new me that I can feel good about. Cuz it's been a while since I've felt that about myself.