NEW DOCTOR

today i made an appointment with a new doctor. it is scheduled for monday at 2pm. i do not know what he will be like or if he will be the right pdoc for me. i am hoping that he will help me with adjusting my medications. he may feel the need to put me in the hospital. i don't know. we'll just have to see. sometimes i feel likeĀ  i need to be in there to save myself from me.. i just hope that this will be beneficial to me. wish me luck. i also just wanted to say that i hurt a good friend of mine last night on ds. you know who you are. i just want to appoligize to that person. i hope you will except my apology. i love you. you are too important to me...i am sorry