new day new approach

apparently my body doesn't like me trying to change the time of the meds even though it makes perfect sense that after i take it i'm extremely tired for about 5 hours (the bulk of my day) and end up napping...  it stands to reason to me that if i switched taking it to evening or bed time then that exhaustion can be placed in the right time slot...   but for some reason when i wake up i'm fine for a while but then i am nauseous and actually hugging the bowl like i did when i first started this med...   i was thinking maybe my body just has to get used to this time (becuse i really think i'm on to something that would work for me)  so i'm going to give it another try... i'll hang in there with my plan for another 2 days and if it's pretty much the same ease back to the morning pill time... I have to call my work supervisor this week...  either extend my med leave or just finally give in and give my resignation...   I hate to do that, which is why i've been hanging on, but the truth of the matter is the job is so physical and unpredictable as to when you rest, when you eat, IF you eat...   i'm not sure with all the changes happening with me if  i could handle the pace of it and if knowing i have PD i'm not being a safety risk...  anyway a lot to think about... I have decided at the end of each day to write in my other journal (i like to do that to watch the progression or regression of my handwriting)   but i want to make and effort to include the pros of my day .. i noticed i've been focusing on the cons...   then the next day like today look at those pros and try to increas them by one for the day...  i'm happy about this and yes think it's a positive step, it's a small step but i think that's what i have to do...