New Day dawning

I cant believe it has really been a week since i wrote a journal entry.  Well my girl has been gone since friday night and I have been very alone.  My wife came over yesterday and asked if she could use the washer to wash girlies clothes.  for that, i said yes.  we talked for a little bit while they washed.  nothing really important but i know she wants to stop this thing right now.  I know now that i cant do that but i can take the opportunity to work extra and make some money to pay back some of this  debt i owe. 
 So today, I went and spoke with the lawyer, he is very good and he spoke to me at length about the pros and cons.  If I do decide to pause this until after counseling, then I will be very cautious and not make any rash decisions.  I would like to atleast give my daughter this christmas one with mommy and daddy here.  This has been one of the hardest things i have ever done and it can not be repaired in a day, and it might not ever.  this is just the wrong time of the year to do this.  But what time is ever good to watch your family broken apart.
This is one year that i will never forget..  To all my friends here, I dont think this is my last time to write here, but I want to give my gratitude to each and every single one of you.  Deep in my heart, I thank you for every word. I wish each of you a very Merry Christmas.  I wish for each of you a day filled with happiness even in this hour. 
Casting Crowns  "I will praise you in this storm".  This is a deep song that has ministered to my soul.  take this from me and place it in your heart.   
 
 
 

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CowgirlKathi
CowgirlKathi

One day at a time, my friend, sometimes one moment at a time.
JeffX20
JeffX20

Yes one day at a time and keep moving forward. You\'ll get there. Just keep it up!