A lot has happen since I written my journal. I had surgery, lost two uncle three months a part. I am recovering from surgery great. Since then I met someone. This person I met seem to be nice but, he isn't ready to date because he just had a break up two months ago. It hurt my heart because I thought he like me. He told he still meeting new women and has exchange numbers with them. Maybe he is not interested in me. I am taking it hard. But I have had problems meeting men since my divorce 10 years. I just want to be happy with or without someone. I believe God is giving me something esle to do, because I never seen my life as I do now. Maybe God is going to use me to only attend and work for him. I think God is calling me for some ministering. I'm not sure but it has to be an exclamation for this. May God strengthen me in this journey.