new angels mommies!
It is so sad to see new moms on here every month! It literally makes my heart ache to see young women who should be holding their precious new borns in their arms or moms who should be finishing their pregnancy and getting ready to bring them home.
When it happened to me, it felt surreal and WRONG. I remember thinking that, it was WRONG things like this don't happen to people, this kind of thing happened in the 15th century, before "modern medicine" and before doctors decided that they knew everything. But apparently viagra and weight loss pills are more important to the medical community than saving little babies...
Sorry! That was an off-track crazy lady rant. Anyway, if any of you new angel moms are reading this I'm so, so so sorry that you have to be here. I'm sorry, it makes me want to cry remembering what it feels like in the first few weeks or months after you bury your child, it's like someone created your personalized hell and locked you in it. But you will all be ok. I know people keep saying that and it doesn't seem true because how can you be ok after something like this?
But the pain eases over time. You never, ever forget your child, but it gets to where it's ok to laugh or smile again, and you start living more with their memory rather than the aching void where they used to be.
Love you all, I hope you all have a little peace today.
When it happened to me, it felt surreal and WRONG. I remember thinking that, it was WRONG things like this don't happen to people, this kind of thing happened in the 15th century, before "modern medicine" and before doctors decided that they knew everything. But apparently viagra and weight loss pills are more important to the medical community than saving little babies...
Sorry! That was an off-track crazy lady rant. Anyway, if any of you new angel moms are reading this I'm so, so so sorry that you have to be here. I'm sorry, it makes me want to cry remembering what it feels like in the first few weeks or months after you bury your child, it's like someone created your personalized hell and locked you in it. But you will all be ok. I know people keep saying that and it doesn't seem true because how can you be ok after something like this?
But the pain eases over time. You never, ever forget your child, but it gets to where it's ok to laugh or smile again, and you start living more with their memory rather than the aching void where they used to be.
Love you all, I hope you all have a little peace today.
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I completely agree with you! I\'m always shocked by the number of \"new here\" and \"birth story\" posts. As if after it happened to me this horrible loss just stopped happeneing. Sometimes I just can\'t believe that this is STILL happening, every day. . . isn\'t the death of one baby already one too many? Frustrating!