New Alter emerging
Last night was hell.I have a new alter emerging and she is causing me alot of somatic pain.Migraine,nausea,the whole left side of my stomach radiating to my back was hurting to where I could barely walk. I believe she is a child alter.I could faintly here her tell me Elizabeth please help me.Her fear is overwhelming but I am steadfast in my resolve to help her.As I fell asleep she cuddled in the fetal position in my husbands arms as he comforted her.I'm hoping she does try to come out today so I can help her heal.
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Good you are aware of new alters.
How is this little one doing after a few weeks?
She revealed things to my husband about my father.It\'s been slow going with her but at least she is not making me nauseous or have a migraine constantly.Before I discovered I have MPD/DID I never thought my father abused me at all.Now the truth and memories come.
I have the same thing coming about my oldest brother. I never considered such an idea as he abusing me. Now I have a little one who says it lasted for years and is the cause of my first split. It\'s very hard to take in but I believe her. I think you would do the same. You would believe the little girl inside. It\'s so sad that just little ones are caused lasting harm. I\'m sorry.
Never be sorry. Every alter and memory is a step forward in recovery.It explains a lot of my fathers actions and also a lot of why I was afraid of him but didn\'t know why.