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Hi, Im new here and ive never used one of these, but I feel like I need to.  Ive had to deal with physical, mental, and emotional abuse and neglect.  Ive gotten away from most of it, but I still deal with the aftermath and I dont really have many to talk about it and help me deal with it.  I really want some support.  I can't feel at ease around people.  I can't really leave the house sometimes because I feel like people are going to harass me for no reason.  I have so much anger about how Ive been treated and how some people act like they didnt do anything or nothing happened.  Because of how Ive been treated and abused I feel like people are always talking about me and laughing at me and trying to shame me for just being alive.  I hate myself so much and I feel like I just make people's lives around me difficult.