never write again?? Who was I kidding this shits in my blood....

Inspired by a boyLike I never have been before Just when I put a lock on my heartThere was a knocking on the doorI dont believe its himThe one from all my dreamsCould it be this simple?As easy as it seems?Is he really real?Is he really there? I know the longings real To run my fingers through his hairTo touch his soft sweet lips That tell me such sweet thingsNo matter what I write it falls so damn shortOf the happiness he bringsI have never felt this wayAbout another manI can not even dreamOf holding his perfect handNever letting gosharing such sweet loveI really do believeHe was sent from up aboveTo lift my spirits nowTo show me a new kind of loveMy heart it beats so fast And all this has just begun I've only just got to knowSo very little about himBut I already knowThere is no reason to doubt himWhat he says is true I feel it in my heart And no matter if we are lovers or friends I hope we never partHe has a piece of my heart  I do not want it backThere is no one else in the worldNot yellow red white or blackthat is half of what he isAnd this I know is trueI only hope insideHe feels the same way about me too..