Never ends

I have not seen or spoken to my two adult children since 8/1/03. That was the day their father walked out after 27 years of marriage. I still don't know why. I have M.S. and was bedridden. I crawled around my, small, unsuitable for wheelchairs house, alone, until I could get to my elderly parent's home. My three sisters and my girlfriends did nothing to help me. I went home when I could walk again. There would literally be months and I would not see or say one word to another person.  My ex-husband died last year. As did my sweet elderly father. My mother is in a nursing home now. This is my life.