never ending
it's never ending. bad things are never stop happening. my friend hung himself this morning. and one of my best friends... the kid's brother... found him. he was never a depressed person. he was 25 had a good job and 2 of my friends had crushes on him bcus he was a funny nice good looking guy. i dont understand anything anymore. he always made everyone laugh and you'd never know he had a problem in the world. and now his brother and best friend will forever be haunted with the vision of his brother hanging himself. in their own apt. i'm so lost. is there anything good left in the world? first CJ now Jimmy. i hope CJ meets him at the gates. but god what will his family ever do?
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Oh, sweetheart. This is so saddening. Yes they probably will be haunted with this image for a lifetime. i wish i had an answer for why these things happen, but I know that if he had the strength to go through with a suicide, and think about the concequnces of the aftermath, with his family, he must have been suffering some type of secret pain, that was just too much to bear.
I believe that God accepts everyone with a good heart and caring soul into heaven. Although he took his life, and left those of you to grieve, I believe God understand thos who commit suicide, hold pain, that is so unimaginable it often can be justified with death.
I know its hard for life to continue -- but you have a lot to live for . He WILL be greeted by your love. And is so very happy now. take great comfort in that.
Im going to pray for you tonight ..
I lost my fiance when he was 22, to a rare form of cancer. He was dead 9 mos. after he was diagnosed. He will always be in my heart. A piece of me died with him the day he passed. Love does go on. Good things do happen again. I know, because I have loved again...be gentle with yourself and take as much time as you need to heal from this loss.