never ending

it's never ending. bad things are never stop happening. my friend hung himself this morning. and one of my best friends... the kid's brother... found him. he was never a depressed person. he was 25 had a good job and 2 of my friends had crushes on him bcus he was a funny nice good looking guy. i dont understand anything anymore. he always made everyone laugh and you'd never know he had a problem in the world. and now his brother and best friend will forever be haunted with the vision of his brother hanging himself. in their own apt. i'm so lost. is there anything good left in the world? first CJ now Jimmy. i hope CJ meets him at the gates. but god what will his family ever do?