Never: an aweful state of mind

i m currently at my best friend s house. all i want to do is cry. nothing happened  i m just really depressed. this is the first time i ve actually felt depressed in a while. i ve been thinking about bobby a lot  which is never a good thing. and what makes it worse is my best friends boyfriend is over. they re so in love... i just feel like it s being rubbed in my face that i ll never have that. everyone always tells me   mae  don t say that. you ll find someone.  no  i won t. i wasted all my love and trust on people who don t care. i can t put my heart in something only to have it torn to peices... again. it hurts knowing i m going to be alone forever  but theres nothing i can do about it now. i m broken. i can t be fixed.

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deleted_user
deleted_user

You\'re not broken, just rough around the edges. You wont be alone forever. You just feel overwhelmed in the moment. It will pass turst me. Stay strong....:).
haemae624
haemae624

Thank you(,: that made me tear up a little bit, haha. :p