Neurologist

I have been in a lot of pain the last few weeks because of the SM.I haven`t felt much like doing anything.I did go out and take some more pictures but didn`t take much time in doing them so they will probably not be very good.During all of this I have been trying to get my GP to refer me to see a Neurologist and she finally came up with the referal but it is in Albaqurque,Oh well I guess I am going to have to suck it up and drive the 250 miles to see him.The appointment is not until the 22 of this month,just hope that I don`t have a nervous break down while waiting.The pain has really been getting to me lately.I have been very irratable and some of the time I don`t think that it is me in this body.I just don`t act like myself.I want it all to just stop,I do want to write more but my hands are not helping either,can`t feel the ends of my fingers and they feel like they are swollen.I keep hitting the wrong keys and have to keep going back and fixing my mistakes.I hate it when this happens.Feel so much like a cluts when this happens.