Negative Pregnancy Test
Well it didn't work. I have cried and questioned and driven my car around in a state of shock just because I needed to go somewhere, anywhere and get away and now here I am two days later feeling O K.
I know the chance of IVF working the first time isn't that high but everyone must hope that they are that small percentage where it does!
I question my endometriosis and if it is because of that that I am not pregnant, then will it keep being an issue for my embryo's to implant? I can't imagine going through my life not being a mother. The thought is too painful to even contemplate!
I read somewhere that endometriosis creates a toxic environment in the uterus and I wonder how an embryo can possibly implant in a toxic environment?
This is a challenging and difficult journey and one I wouldn't wish upon anyone!
I know the chance of IVF working the first time isn't that high but everyone must hope that they are that small percentage where it does!
I question my endometriosis and if it is because of that that I am not pregnant, then will it keep being an issue for my embryo's to implant? I can't imagine going through my life not being a mother. The thought is too painful to even contemplate!
I read somewhere that endometriosis creates a toxic environment in the uterus and I wonder how an embryo can possibly implant in a toxic environment?
This is a challenging and difficult journey and one I wouldn't wish upon anyone!
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I\'m so sorry, friend. Take care if yourself this weekend.
Sorry to hear this my friend, nothing I say can make it better, except to think of the thousands of people who have been through what you are going through right now and still ended up with their baby in the end, this is just part of your journey, not the end of your journey,
Looking at your past entries though, you are very lucky to have 6 frozen embryos, so you have a lot of hope still left!
I am so sorry to hear that it didn\'t work. I have also had a BFN from IVF so I understand the despair you are feeling. The \"good news\" is you can keep looking ahead because you should be able to do an FET as soon as next month. It helps me when I feel like I am actively working towards the goal!
I\'m so sorry you got a BFN. My doctor told me that with severe endo, the chances are that it\'ll work within 3 cycles. It sucks but don\'t give up hope. Your miracle is coming. Extra big huge hugs!!! xoxoxo
Wow, thanks heaps for all your lovely thoughts, it is so great to be able to come on here and see messages from other people going through the same thing. You guys are all so great!
I\'m so sorry you are going through this. I have my beta next week and am terrified of the results. I too have endo and had surgery to remove and suppress as much of it as possible a couple of months ago. I pray that your frozen embryos are the ticket, lots of BFPs with frosties on here lately. Xo