Negative

Beta was negative and the Princess gave birth- cool.  I was having some pinching and minor cramping that made me hopeful. Then I had spotting since Friday so my emotions and hopes have been all over the place. I am sooverwhelmed with disappointment and hopelessness. Just an FYI I will be lying pretty low for a bit on DS. I am thinking of you all. Those that have already gotten your BFP and those about to go through treatment. Or those of you in limbo like me.  Love you all for your support and thoughts during my journey. I feel socompletely surrounded by pregnancy and babies, its like I'm drowning in our failure.

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deleted_user
deleted_user

I\'m so sorry. What is it with celebrity babies? I wish they would just stop making a big deal over them. I understand about laying low on DS and we will be here for you.
Did you have any embryos to freeze?
RoxyD
RoxyD

So sorry about you BFN. We are here for you when you need us.
Hugs
deleted_user
deleted_user

I\'m really sorry to hear this. Know that I\'m thinking of you.
deleted_user
deleted_user

I\'m so sorry Nikki :( you are in my thoughts.
MightyMel
MightyMel

Ugh, I wish I had something profound to say but I don\'t. This really sucks and I\'m sorry. I wish I could do something for you. I\'m here for you! Feel free to message me anytime.
HopefullyWaiting
HopefullyWaiting

I\'m so sorry about your BFN. I will be thinking about you.
LMWT
LMWT

So sorry about your BFN. Yesterday sucked pretty bad for the both of us. Stupid princess and her baby did not help either!
quitethepickle
quitethepickle

I\'m so sorry. I\'ll be thinking about you.
smh06
smh06

Take some time for yourself away from everything if you need it. But just know that we are here when you need us. I\'m sorry :(
Nellysgirl
Nellysgirl

so sorry about the BFN :-( Take as much time as you need and you\'ll be in my thoughts. Do something extra special for yourself.
Megs525
Megs525

So sorry about your BFN. My thoughts are with you.
krjohnson1980
krjohnson1980

I\'m sorry you got your BFN, take the time you need to feel down and then get back up. We all know the feeling, my thoughts are with you.
krjohnson1980
krjohnson1980

Oh and I\'m so tired of hearing about the Royal baby...aghhhhhh
CaliCutie81
CaliCutie81

I\'m so sorry hun, this journey sucks and its not fair that you or any of us are dealing with it. Take your time, feel whatever it is you need to, pamper yourself and we will all be thinking of you and praying for you.
((HUGS))
deleted_user
deleted_user

So sorry about your BFN, I was really hoping and praying for you. Totally understand taking a break. BFNs are painful every single time. Big HUGS.