Needing you
Stevan,
Today I really needed you and still need you. I did something to my back, I can't turn or take a deep breath without it causing extreme pain. I wished that you were here with me, you always made me feel better with one of your great back rubs. I had to go to the doctor as it was getting worse as the day went on. She gave me pain meds and extra strong advil but I really need you here to help me. Casey has been very worried, I think she thinks if I get sick or hurt that I will leave too. I try to be upbeat with her and joke about it. I miss you so much especially when things like this happen, you always were there for me when I needed you and now you are not. It makes me very sad to know I will never be able to feel your strength, warm touch and love again.
I hope you are OK my dear Stevan
I miss you more today than yesterday and will love you always.
ALWAYS & ALWAYS
FOREVER & EVER
Laur
Today I really needed you and still need you. I did something to my back, I can't turn or take a deep breath without it causing extreme pain. I wished that you were here with me, you always made me feel better with one of your great back rubs. I had to go to the doctor as it was getting worse as the day went on. She gave me pain meds and extra strong advil but I really need you here to help me. Casey has been very worried, I think she thinks if I get sick or hurt that I will leave too. I try to be upbeat with her and joke about it. I miss you so much especially when things like this happen, you always were there for me when I needed you and now you are not. It makes me very sad to know I will never be able to feel your strength, warm touch and love again.
I hope you are OK my dear Stevan
I miss you more today than yesterday and will love you always.
ALWAYS & ALWAYS
FOREVER & EVER
Laur
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So sorry you have to endure physical pain tonight. It\'s so wrong that you have to go through all of this.My heart breaks for you. Something just told me to check on you before going to sleep. Matt and I went to light a candle for Sharry this afternoon, and I helped Matt light one for Your Steven also. Matt has a lot of pull with the Big Guy, so I think you will get that sign you wanted. Rest as much as you possibly can,best thing you can do for back pain.Typing instead of helping is frustrating. I hope you have family or friends nearby to help. Praying hard for you tonight! love: Robert and Matt
thank you Robert and Matt! I am taking things slow today and I ma doing OK, except the back thing, the Vicodin is helping somewhat, I can Breathe a litle deeper and yawn with out buckling at the knees! I hope you and Matt are doing better today than yesterday I think of the two of you often especially when I am talking to Casey about her Daddy. She has been great tonite helping me out, getting me things as I lay on the couch, she told me she was my nurse tonite :) I do have family and friends that are here for me so that makes it good, I hope you do too. I hope Matt can get the Big Guy to send me something it would be so nice to get a sign from Stevan. Tell Matt helloe from me and Casey and Kyle, I told them about you and Matt and they wish you two peace also.
Thank you again Robert you are a dear man and friend.
Peace and Love to you both
Laurie
So glad to hear you have family nearby..Sounds like you\'re in great hands with nurse Casey. Goodnight and love to the 3 of you. Robert and Matt
Hope you get better soon.