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Oh Roger - the weather is getting cooler - while its been very hot and we have a good fire going in the area I just want good weather and not face another winter here. While others looked and asked about our place I am still here.
As you know Forrest is still in hosp. still hanging in there but still hooked up to lots of tubes etc. Hes been there 3 wks now - it seems he will be there forever... he admitted to Linda he tried to commit suicide said he could not take it any longer but he heard his mother telling him no its not time you need to still be with Linda. Drug hallucination or reality? I say both...
Water flow in pond increasing - wish I could afford to pipe it off....this winter is going to be tough with it...waiting to get someone to dump some dirt on the area where I need to walk so I won't be in mud up to my neck - why did this not happen when you were here so you could have done something? sigh
I miss you - I am doing it but its lonely and worrisome....Wish my hopes of moving would come true. Love you
As you know Forrest is still in hosp. still hanging in there but still hooked up to lots of tubes etc. Hes been there 3 wks now - it seems he will be there forever... he admitted to Linda he tried to commit suicide said he could not take it any longer but he heard his mother telling him no its not time you need to still be with Linda. Drug hallucination or reality? I say both...
Water flow in pond increasing - wish I could afford to pipe it off....this winter is going to be tough with it...waiting to get someone to dump some dirt on the area where I need to walk so I won't be in mud up to my neck - why did this not happen when you were here so you could have done something? sigh
I miss you - I am doing it but its lonely and worrisome....Wish my hopes of moving would come true. Love you
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Diane, I am so sorry you are having to deal with all of the work at your place. I have been hoping just the right buyer would come along for you. Your place sounds so beautiful and I\'m sure you and Roger loved being there together. I know he\'s there in your heart and memories. if you\'re like me---grateful for the love and memories, but would rather have him beside me---even though I know it\'s not possible. We are all doing our best to learn our way in this new life we\'ve been thrust into----you have impressed me with your strength and determination. Many hugs,
Sallie