Needing Support
It's funny how i always end up back on this site.
Today I am sober for over 2 years. I work a good program:) Im on 4 dif meds and was doing well at work until I started getting neck pain. I am tense all the time and anxiety is a real barrier in my life. I'm going to talk to my sponsor tonight before my hg. She's encouraging me to work my full time job where I've been for 2 months. I'm already ready to do something different. The pain I feel in my neck and back has really put a damper on things and makes me not want to sit in front of the computer. Its a good job. You'd think ID be more grateful. I am grateful. I just want to do something different. IS it bipolar? Am I lazy? Whats wrong? Are my meds reacting with the pain meds? Would love some support!
Today I am sober for over 2 years. I work a good program:) Im on 4 dif meds and was doing well at work until I started getting neck pain. I am tense all the time and anxiety is a real barrier in my life. I'm going to talk to my sponsor tonight before my hg. She's encouraging me to work my full time job where I've been for 2 months. I'm already ready to do something different. The pain I feel in my neck and back has really put a damper on things and makes me not want to sit in front of the computer. Its a good job. You'd think ID be more grateful. I am grateful. I just want to do something different. IS it bipolar? Am I lazy? Whats wrong? Are my meds reacting with the pain meds? Would love some support!
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