Needing friends
Hi all,
I am really in need of some prayers today. Things aren't going well. The pain has escalated, I can't stomach anything because of my ulcers, struggling with breathing but my doctor is unsure why. I also have a scan today for breast cancer because I have weird lumps in my breasts that have started to really hurt me. I don't want anything else to be wrong. I want to be able to go back to school, and not be sick.
I feel lost, broken and unfit for any one to be my friend, but I long for friends because here I don't have any. Those of you who know me from here are the only people I have. I wish my mom hadn't taken her life but that is what happened. I just want to be loved. I want someone to adopt me as their own suede daughter, please?
I am really in need of some prayers today. Things aren't going well. The pain has escalated, I can't stomach anything because of my ulcers, struggling with breathing but my doctor is unsure why. I also have a scan today for breast cancer because I have weird lumps in my breasts that have started to really hurt me. I don't want anything else to be wrong. I want to be able to go back to school, and not be sick.
I feel lost, broken and unfit for any one to be my friend, but I long for friends because here I don't have any. Those of you who know me from here are the only people I have. I wish my mom hadn't taken her life but that is what happened. I just want to be loved. I want someone to adopt me as their own suede daughter, please?
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nice to meet you ... im all in
Hi Rachel, Count me in, too.
Good luck today. Try not to worry too much. I tend to have \"lumpy\" breasts from calcium deposits. Every couple of years I need to get one biopsied and it always turns out negative. Cutting back on caffeine can help keep them under control. Believe it or not, it may be a good sign that the lumps hurt. Breast cancer lumps often don\'t hurt. The pain may be caused by hormones.
Keep us posted on how you\'re doing!
IM HERE FOR U ALL THE WAY.....I ALSO HAD 2 LUMPS ON MINE THEY KEEP AN EYE ON....I HAVE BEEN FLAT DOWN WITH MY HEALTH THATS WHY U HAVEN\'T SEEN ME.........
((((GENTLE HUGS)))).....
I agree.. I had a breast lump removed years ago and it was fine...No cancer. Most breast cancer lumps are NOT painful, so most likely it will turn out well!
Hang in there..We care... Rach